Just a Thought about Make Up1

Question
Well, I’ve come back to dressing this year after a 4 year hiatus, and must say I’ve never enjoyed it so much. As I live alone I can dress anytime I want, and can experiment with make-up styles, which is something I never got to do properly before. Used to be just lipstick and blush
Thing is, now one of the best parts I enjoy is doing my make-up, and I’ve noticed that I actually feel a little sad when I’m taking my make-up off afterwards. Is that normal? Not sexually down, just a bit sad